Counting day and night. I’m letting the stress get to my head. How many times can a heart beat before it stops? Do you think I’m making it up, your so sure everything will be okay, I wish I had the same faith you do. But now you don’t want to be here, well fine I don’t need you. You want to wait in till I get better? What makes you think I’ll still want you when I do? When this blows over either from being nothing or something it will just be more prof of who’s really here and who only pretends to be. You want to be trusted but you lost it, I want to give you the chance to gain that back but when I need you your not here. It’s to upsetting for you? I’m scared. I want you here, I want you to listen. But that’s to much to ask from you.
You want to come up by my house, by my car and try to pull something. no, you are a crazy bitch and if you still got issues come see me you fucking coward, you and your fucking shit for brains boyfriend. come see me.
“Oh, turn it off. I’m breaking in, not out. This is River Song back in her cell. Oh, and I’ll take breakfast at the usual time. Thank you.”
“I have gene spliced myself for all nursing duties! I can produce magnificent quantities of lactic fluid!” -clutches breast-
(Source: lordlinging)
